It's been a long time my love, and I was beginning to think you would never return. When I last saw you in the spring, you told me that you had to move away for a few months. I was sad at the time, but I knew that you would eventually return. But the months passed, and you seemed to become a distant memory in my mind. You never replied to any of my letters. I thought you were never going to come back, that you were leaving me for him.
Yes, I know what you have been up to these past few months. I found out that you were spending your time in the South Equator with someone else! It made me sick of some of the things you two did together, selling yourself out to him like that! I was convinced that I would never care for you again, I mean look what it did to me. I was forced to make do with what we had left here, and it wasn't much to choose from. I went through withdrawals, and periods of depression as well.
You left me in a mess...
I thought all hope was lost for us, but something happened: You came back. At first you stayed in the higher elevations, nervous to come back down to the bottom. But slowly you came back to the Flathead Valley. I see that your back in town again, and I want to spend some time with you. Yes there are other guys here, but none that care for you like I do. See this picture I found a little while ago? It's of you and me, together and happy. That can be us again, I'm willing to forgive and forget, and make a fresh start.
Let's meet up tomorrow, shall we? I get done with classes early. Let's go up to the mountain together tomorrow, and spend some time together. I know we will grow close again. But all I can do is hold the picture of us together, just sit and stare, and feel you flowing through my hair
until we meet again...
Love,
Spencer Jenko
